my dog

All the different names for my dog

Lunchie

old

fat 

sweetie

miss dog

dumb dumb

smarty pants (guess it depends on the day)

senile

hey

her dog

mutt

good dog

bad dog

lazy and old

she's 15 years old and still around. We got her from the pound the day she would've been put down and she's been the best dog I've ever had 

her first name was lucky, but maybe that should be my name.

why people try too hard

Why people try too hard

I don't really like SPACE CAMP, it just isn't my thing.

When I say this, for some reason people think I'm trying to be cool, but I'm not. I'm just being ME.
Why do people even try to be cool? I never do, but when I say that PEOPLE say I'm trying to be cool.
It sounds too nonchalant, which is supposed to be cool, but who wants to be cool anyway? That just means people look up to you!

If your not eye to eye, then you cannot truly know a person. Why would you want someone to look up to you?

the known

Why do we love the known
doesn't it drive you crazy
isn't it just the same thing
and don't you feel trapped

what if your wrong? what if the whole world is wrong?
does it scare you to think that all you've ever known is not true
does it scare you that crazy people could be the sane ones
if what you thought was right turns out to be wrong,
do you ignore it or do you follow the new path?

That's what happens when someone tricks you
when someone has your trust and breaks it
when what you thought was impossible suddenly happens
doesn't it just destroy you?
it hurts that your trust was broken by someone
does it hurt more that you never saw this comming
that everything you knew was wrong

What if your wrong about just one thing?
the "average" or c in school means that you were wrong 1/4 times
are people really wrong that often?
if that's true then what is the world, I don't even know the whole picture
I'm wrong about what I do know
What are you wrong about? should you care or does that just cause problems?

the unknown

The unknown

What is there to fear but the unknown,
the known is easy safe and like drinking a glass of water.
There are much better drinks than a glass of water,
but all of them take more work to find and trying something new is always a risk.

The unknown IS risk.
The imagination knows this,
it shows this and it grows this
fostering the idea that new is bad
creating the rut we live in
the rut we feel safe in
the rut that we hate

This is why love is so hard.
love is unknown, biggest unknown
its also the best
it has the most risk
you can not just lose everything you have, but everything you are
it can make you beg to not exist, make you beg for nothing
but even the pain feels good
you never though you could be the one to feel it so strongly

why do we fear the unknown?

why do we fear the dark?
because there could be danger in the dark
we don't know, we can't see it
couldn't there be something good in the dark?
but what if its my worst fear?
so are you never going in the dark again?
not if I can help it
then you'll never know
you'll never feel the rewards of risk